Memorial Gay Two Thousand and Ten

Finally the Vaporizer has been being put to use. It's such a different feeling, it feels alright. Friday was the Hipster-land Farmers Market, we went because its right outside of G's window, even the tamales have no LARD! I got some strawberries, artichoke hummus and pita chips. we stayed in and had some mimosas at night time. On Saturday PHONES' played a daytime in store show @ POObah records in pasadena! Our Friends 'PEGLEGLOVE' were playing a record release show w/ The Crystelles (ex-christian death) but they couldn't make it so I/we pretty much convinced em' to let us hop on. I got these silly glasses from the school and I wrote "Stoner" on one frame and "Princess" on the other, Thats the name that Boots (shagrats frontman) gave me (haha). The Show was Fun even though pretty empty, The Pegleg Boys are a good band, and it was our second show with them AWESOME! Later that evening we crashed a party across the street, went to little boy bar for a hott second, ate a Street dog w/ the bacon and all the fixings went back to the pad and vaporized some more. Sunday was the silverlake flea market and we went to check it out! the best booth was these people from an awesome store in hollywood called 'beauty is pain' mainly their Vinyl selection was pretty awesome! they had T.S.O.L., Salem 66, The Cramps, various good 80's punk stuff, I got a super cool vintage Dennis the Menace record from like 62' or sumthing like that (WOA!) + Their awesome friend/CraftsWoman "The Pink Avenger" had some amazing hand-made pieces but i guess wasn't doing to well that day. Some of her stuff included Eye earrings w/ those little eyes that move that are used for childrens crafts for only 50cents! Dinosaur Toy chains with Dinosaur heads at the end, awesome hair clips/full neck necklaces using sequins, silver, beads and a buncha other junk. After we went to a daytime warehouse show party in DWNTWN to check out The Lovely Bad Things ( a new garage 4 piece from Orange county 3 boys 1 girl, they're all only like 18 and they rock!) There was a Gay Pool-Water-Slide-Outdoor-Bar party around the corner too that I did know about that we passed by. I wish I was a little bit more in shape or sexy or sumthing, or maybe those aren't the types of gays im interested in, however i do think it's awesome that they are making nights/events at these random wetback bars and stuff in Dwtwn LA, there's this other one coming up called "juke joint circle jerk" im thinking this is the closest thing to "Club Feral" that L.A.s gunna get (haha) it's at this 'random wetback bar around the corner from the smell on main that nobody ever goes in, so i guess these crazy gays are finally putting use to these empty LA mainly mexican bar spaces- yay! what they're doing is actually really awesome! even what people have done w/ La cita is coool if you really think about it and know what these places were like just 3-4 years ago...yeahyeaheyehyeahyeahyeah i dunno. Need more Avocado? YES!

MarRThela!

I will forever remember this moment; I had already moved to Napa but had come back to visit during the summer and I would hang out w Natalie a bunch and Marcie would always pick us up/drop us off from wherever we wanted to hangout. We went through the burgerking drivethru one night and I got onion rings! BK style). I was really crazy at the age of 13-14 and it was already starting to play pranks on people and was often probably quite annoying. When the rings were passed to me in the backseat I was pretty anxious to eat em' but could tell they were steaming hot so I took a small soft bite (I could hardly hold that shit in my fingers it was so hottt) I shouted out to everyone, complaining that the rings were "Hella cold!" yes Cold. So Marcie was like "omg let me see" and totally snags one outta the bag and hella chomps down on it hella hard and at this point everyones hellla lauging (like I am now) she was totally doing that hot mouth hard breath thing, sooooo funny. I guess it sounds kinda F'd up, I mean a mouth full of hot hot fooood is prettty annoying and I knew that telling her they were super cold when actually burning hot was just the right thing that would really sturrr shit up, start a riot, set it offff, It Did! She was laughing tooo. This kinda reminds me of just like 2 years ago D. called me an "Evil-fuck" all mad like, and coming from sumone who thinks satanism is awesome and punk, I was like 'Wow' he thinks im more evil than himself! (compliment) i think its cuz we were pissing him off that night.

GAY PHONE JAIL TENDENCIES- EARLY AFTERNOON JAM PRACTICE

This is a piece im doing, it reminds me of highschool, maybe cuz im still a teen!
Shoebox-Fart!

Cocky Road

I feel so guilty for eating like a pig, its the fuckin mota (shit), i feel like i should be behind bars for having sex inside a Chuck e cheese. I feel as big as a 32 unit apartment in suisun because of the fried fish tacos + As C. Franco would say "im still backed up from thanxgiving" gagagagonzo!

"Trashy in the Sheets, Classy in the Streets"

This Picture here, to me, represents how LA used to be in the late 70's/early 80's, when shit was new, actually rock&roll/Punk, being cool was so much coooler than the cool now kinda, right? -fuck all this new school fashion shit! The jubileeFestival was o.K yesterday, The Allah las, Tijuana Panthers, & Weave! were Definitely the best. LA is pretty mellow and the people/younger crowd around here are pretty up-tight, not completely but enough to damper the parteee just a weee bit @ times, truly there just is not as much Love here. Las nite we had Dog-quitos, it's basically a taquito w/ instead of shredded beef/chicken wrapped and fried in a corn tortilla, its a beef or turkey frank wiener. It's i guess o.k but it seems more like a 'late night after going out drunk/buzzed snack' BUT also theres this other mexican style non-meat taquito that I am calling a Potato-quito where theres like mashed potatoes inside, it's like way better and it doesn't feel like you have to be drunk to eat it! waaaaaah waaa waaa

"Why dont you go eat stacy out, drive over there right now, pull her outta bed and eat her out on the side walk" thats's the last thing i said to my dad before he went to bed. I can't help being such a psychotic-jokester.
some might say i have a slight case of tourettes, i don't think it's that.

http://mladysrecords.com/ceasetoexist.html

Veronica from finally Punk has a Radio Show CEASE TO EXIST!
Theres some awesome stuff that she plays, like this total jammer...

Thanks Osa n' no more Fiction! I love it when Punx play deesko tu!

Theres this burrito place near G's School that we went to las night Called 'J&S drive In # 3' that has the most affordable taco/burrito-hamburger/hotdog-orange bang hut menu in this entire huge vicinity of LA, Only its technically not in LA, its just at the very rim of East LA but in Montebello YEAH. He said it's been there about 25 + years, before that it had a different name. Him and his friends would go there after partying N' shit. I guess it's open 24 hours ALWAYS! and it's not like Tacos 24 hours michoacan over on this side, it's not like Estrella either at the corner, I know theres a difference!

Heres from this mornings practice/jam encounter

Hipster Olympics HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!

WTF is a Tortada?

These are the little jems I found @ my Dads work this evening + I gotta buncha art/Craft Tissue, markers, Paper, stickers N' Junk (yay.)

JERK-BACK!

The Wetback men across the street are totally watching porn right now, I know because they leave their front door open with just the screen door shut (screen doors aren't exactly sound proof) and put that shit on full blast and the whole fuckin street can hear, children around and all, I guess they really don't give a shit. OMG a little girl just walked by their house totally looking in that direction because of the loud ass fake porno moaning. I couldn't imagine what the neighborhood would do if i put my porn watching on shout! they would really feeel awkward then because it would be a buncha man-moans (lol). what creeps me out is that now after it is over I can hear the wetback men talking, eeew does that mean they were jerking it together? what if they're brothers or sumthing!?! The guy who used to live here, thats his mom/familes house..I noticed that the mom just arrived, I wonder what she woulda done if she had come home to hearing that lame racket(Sick-Sad-World).

Definition circumcision PART 1

1.Smegma- In Males, helps keep the glans moist and facilitates sexual intercourse by acting as a lubricant.

2.Vernix caseosa- also known as vernix, is the waxy or cheese-like white substance found coating the skin of human babies.

3.Stingy-
reluctant to part with or share cash, food, drink, or any other items.
tight or cheap.
A-Buy me a pint please.
B-No, piss off.
A-Ooh ye stingy cunt.

4.Chicken Hawk- American and British gay culture to denote older males who prefer younger males for partners, who may less often be called "chickens"

5.Puta- means whore or bitch in portuguese, spanish, and Filipino.
pinche puta!

6.Gay crashing- (phrase): for a heterosexual to enter an LGBT (lesbian, gay, bisexual, trans) event such as a Pride parade or festival.

7.Gay discount- The unofficial discount given to you when the queer salesperson recognizes that you are also a queer; one of the many perks of not being a heterosexual.

8.TITTS- t.i.t.t.s. - short for Taking It To The Shore. when you and your friends are going to the beach. what are we doing today? titts!

9.Horny- An animal that possesses a horn.

10.Creampie- the fantastic act of leaving a load of male jelly inside a vagina or crap pipe. it's very nature is the mother of all creation. That's right, if your daddy didn't manage a Creampie all those years ago, you'd still be itch in his pants. The male will generally bullshit about wanting to pull out before ejaculation. But as we all know, this is in fact just a load of crap.
"That's right little Johnny, even you came from a Creampie!"

11.Jerk Nap- Masturbation followed by a power Nap also known as a "Hollywood Nap"

12.Jerk Space- The space between two parked cars which is just small enough to not fit your car. This space is left by someone with the wherewithal to neither pull up nor back up a little bit in order for your car to fit

"In the end, the Silverlake Jubilee's mission is to make the sprawling city of Los Angeles seem a little smaller, a little more intimate and a little more aware through creative community involvement. "These types of things are happening every night here," Martinez says. "We want to show people that this is the type of talent thriving in these neighborhoods and why people should continue to come here throughout the year to experience entertainment of this level."
(stoked for Saturday! seems like its gunna be a less fucked up sunset junction,
like maybe the way it used to be! all this stuff seems so non-mainstream, I love it and it freaks me out!
http://www.latimes.com/theguide/music/la-et-guidefeature20-20100520,0,5732729.story

The Dinner/Departure of Celie Continued

FUCK YEAH PARTY!

The Teadrop Explodes - Bouncing Babies [Single Version]

I was a bouncing baby, I fell down, I looked around

I didn't stay to long

And it's true It's true it's true

All the things that they tell you

Oh it's all there, For you to see And so why is it

All so easy for me

And it's true t's true It's true

They pinch you're things

When they've got nothing they can believe in Believe in

I was a poison child, I was fighting for my life

Clinging to something, Fighting for anything

It's true All the things that they tell you Oh it's all true

All the things that they said that they said That they tell you

I was a bouncing baby, Now I'm a bouncing bomb

So won't you come and diffuse me Before I kill someone

about a minute into hearing this song a couple of days ago for my first time my teardrops, had a mini explosion and this song really pulled something out of me, it released some emotional nerves (the power of music-intense)

Marnonda Montebello Harshmello

It's not that I hate Everything but sometimes I feel like I hate everyone. Hate is a very powerful word yes, so is love. Sometimes I want there to be love but there is none so this makes me angry and start to dis-like everything and wanna freak-out and borrow a gun and shoot something or sumone. Im glad that I can take my aggression out on sumthing like creating music, creating awesome fun happy angry music that really helps me relieve myself from a world of bullshit. W/ out my sound, w/ out the sound of others that I enjoy so much, I don't know what I would do, who I would be. I feel fortunate to have had an exposure to actual real rock & roll punk-rock, Soul, Disco, whatever at an early age. I sumtimes think that alll the dumb metal-hardcore-noise heads from suburban towns are into that music but that's the only thing that goes on in those areas so they have no exposure to any other kinda genre and they wanna feel like its punk but it isn't! It's funny how I totally got into girl bands & riot grrrl during highschool like thats how its supposed to be for a rebellious girl and/or queer boy. That is a sound that a lot of us first start truly adapting to, realizing that this is what we're supposed to hear and love, that this is punk! Those Days were awesome when I first started collecting records n I would come home and listen to a buncha new shit that I loved a lot! The first two 12 inchers I got was the B 52's yellow album and Sleater-Kinney's The Hot rock, then Mocket, Star pimp, Gravy train and a lot of kill rock stars junk + the Red aunts and alll that stuff. When I was just a young boy I never wanted to play a guitar or anything like that until about 15 or so when I realized how easy it looked because some of my girlfriends were already playing and I wanted to too! I remember this one time we were all @ J's BF's house/studio back house where there was a drum set and junk, I like totally wanted a band @ 17 so I was already jamming out w/ friends kinda. One day we arranged a way-out free style Punk-rock-girl jam practice w/ L. & J. on Vocals, C. on Drums & me on bass! I can remember that day in a blur and from what I recall, that stuff was seriously off th' hook! We were doing this way before this whole "riot grrrl revival" / girls doing shit thing. Finally punk came out before mika miko so we were kinda like them. There were no coool bands really at the time (02/03) except for what Gravy train was doing. There weren't many girl/queer musicians back during that time. Im glad that stuff is cooool now, and a lot of bands are finally getting it! but that has to happen we are in the end of days!!!

10 reasons why a person may need a car

1. so they don't get left at a funeral service w/ no ride to the burial

2.to travel out to meet a hot date

3.To see a really awesome band that they don't wanna miss!

4.They can decorate the out side w/ a really cool huge magnet

5.to drive to the mountains/woods and rock out w a radio & good batteries

6.so they can drive to the only normal market way in some other town

7.to pick up a friend and go smoke sumwhere outdoors

8.So they can hear Their awesome crazy music

9.In case of an emergency it's probably cheaper to drive to the hospital

10.to go on tour, to travel!

S. was right "Sometimes theres nothing wrong with dodge, but you

just gotta get out"

I GUESS THEE END REALLY IS NEAR! (GULP)

"Underground bunker berths and 'survival condos' purport to offer refuge from nuclear wars, terrorist attacks, giant tsunamis, 2012 — you name it."

"Larry Hall is recruiting rich clients for what he calls an underground survival condo — in Kansas. He envisions a building that goes 15 floors beneath the ground, with units selling for $1.75 million. "After the earthquakes and volcanic explosions, they're calling up, saying everything they said was going to start happening is "said Hall, an engineer who lives in Florida. "It's making people nervous."

Legions of Americans dug backyard fallout shelters to ride out atomic Armageddon during the Cold War. Now, with heightened concerns about terrorist attacks in the post- 9/11 world, a new generation is looking underground"

"Really I think it’s reasonable for people to start to worry about this. The star is a fair distance away in our terms so it will take a while for the blast wave to hit us but given the vast distances of space and the delay in receiving images from such a distant location there is a very real possibility that the energy wave is about to hit us. People should be very, very worried,” said Scrape TV Science analyst Dr. Howard Poe. “We could be experiencing the end of days in our lifetime, perhaps this is the end that the Mayans predicted all that time ago. I mean there’s a good chance that the wave won’t hit us on exactly the day they predicted but there’s a good chance. Either way, we are doomed and should start preparing for that.”

"Experts have often recommended stocking up on food and weapons before panic sets in and rioting begins"

“The first thing people should do is build yourself an underground bunker of concrete and steel. That won’t protect you from the apocalypse but it will protect from the roving hordes determined to take what’s yours. After that people should begin stocking the bunker with non-perishables and bottled water. A significant supply of automatic weapons is also a good idea,” said Scrape TV Apocalypse analyst Seth Morris. “After you’ve complete preparations people should make peace with their loved ones and whatever higher power they believe in. Beyond that, just prepare for the inevitable and enjoy your final days.”

WOW-REALLY? WOW REALLY?HOLY SHIT I CANT DO THIS HOLY SHIT I CANT DO THIS!

http://securesurvival.com/?gclid=CLyG2PaE26ECFRkcawodUCDzJw

http://securesurvival.com/?gclid=CLyG2PaE26ECFRkcawodUCDzJw

Hassling Gay Giraffe

I woke up first at like 7 from this anonymous seven zero seven number wtf? Went to the grocery store in pas. to get tempeh and sell soome flannel print button ups that im totally over, to crossroads, I made 16 bones, better than I expected. I went to T's and got a buncha avocados from the tree, I had to get onto the roof to get em' (which was I guess cool but scary!) avocados are the best! Im bored, I want more, I want more I want more, I want more, Theres more to life than this!

Ultra and the Lazer Hearts - The Meth Minute 39

Shot My shot, you shoot yours?

Lets get unconscious...

Nuther wEEk nuther hunk hunt, not really...

I decided to make brownies this morning after I took a buncha spoonfuls of the oil, I felt it for about fifteen minutes and then that shit faded. I found a funny lil pizza tray @ the 9dee9 w/ funny little tomatoe people n stuff on it, The 99cents store is super coooool, theres so much fun stufff like this awesome retro honey bottle I got a few days ago, Im glad it's pretty much across the pinche streeet. Back to the brownies, they are the fat asss kind, non vegan, non organic, alll sugar, flour poisonnnnn-I have been snaaakin on em all day it feels like plus I had this generic red sauce pasta w/ ground turkey meat that my dad made + a buncha candy from this lil girls bday party they went tooooo n brought sum back (ohhhhh no!) I went over to S's today, we watched a new version or a new movie w/ the same name as the 60's movie "kinky boots" its about a black drag queen that gets found by a regular old shoe maker and they end up becoming boot designers of gogo and stilleto boots in mens sizes for D-queens and the like, yeah.

My Dad and I's cousin of 60 or so recently just passed away of severe Diabetes, She moved out here w/ her husband from Las vegas where they lived for 20 years, back home to East LA to take care of her mom, who is 85 + during her Older-older days. Unfortunately do to her disease she has passed away before her mother. I met Tia Chole (mother/Our Aunt) and Irene (Cousin) on easter @ My other really awesome cousins house. C. is the baby sister of My grandma and the last of the 3 (I think) sisters that is still here. I was telling Irene how LA was different and that theres so many cars and people and its takes getting adapted to or realizing that it actually really sucks, she said they had already been here for a year so they had already adjusted N stuff yeah. She was very nice, Sometimes I feel like I believe that when people have lived or have beeen away it is meant to be that they return to their home towns to pass there, where they were born. Her husband said sumthing really funny, suggesting that I had a "Girlfriend" or sumthing like that (hilarious) I will be attending the burial and after services tuesday.

HAIR

"Why is my hair the way it is
I want it to shimmer and shine
be long and silky like Halle Berry’s
Why is my hair the way it is
I want it to be like Eve’s
Golden Brown with highlights framed to my face with glitter throughout
Why is my hair the way it is"

Silverlake Jubileeneee!

SATURDAY MAY 22*

SUNDAY MAY 23*

SUNSET STAGE 10:30am – 11:00am Sweaty Sunday 11:15am – 12:00pm LACER 12:40pm – 1:10pm Halloween Swim Team* 1:40pm – 2:10pm Big Whup 2:40pm – 3:10pm The Allah Las* 3:40pm – 4:10pm Tijuana Panthers* 4:40pm – 5:15pm My Pet Saddle 5:45pm – 6:20pm The Black Apples 6:50pm – 7:25pm Olin and the Moon 7:55pm – 8:35pm Spain 9:05pm The Living Sisters UNDER the SUNSET BRIDGE 4:10pm – 4:40pm KILLSONIC SANTA MONICA STAGE 10:00am – 12:50am The Bands of Marshall High Community 1:20pm – 1:50pm Spider Problem* 2:20pm – 2:50pm Manhattan Murder Mystery 3:20pm – 3:50pm Blue Jungle* 4:20pm – 4:55pm Wait. Think. Fast. 5:25pm – 6:05pm Nico Stai 6:35pm – 7:15pm Eulogies* 7:45pm – 8:30pm The Growlers 9:00pm The Entrance Band EL CID STAGE 10:00am – 11:45am Jubilee Comix 12:00pm – 12:45pm Zero Film Festival 1:00pm – 1:20pm Functioning as One 1:30pm – 2:00pm Moving Arts 2:30pm – 3:00pm Dirt Bird 5:00pm – 5:35pm The Health Club 6:00pm – 6:30pm Moving Arts 6:40pm – 7:00pm Hysterica 7:30 – 8:35pm Weave!* 9:00pm – 9:35pm Francisco The Man 10:00pm – 10:35pm Mississippi Man 11:00pm – 11:35pm Eastern Conference Champions 12:00am – 12:35am Polls 1:00am – 1:30am The Mo-Odds

SUNSET STAGE 10:30am – 11:00am Sweaty Sunday 11:15am – 12:10pm Fashion Show 12:40pm – 1:10pm Lola Red and the Kicks 1:40pm – 2:10pm Downtown/Union 2:40pm – 3:10pm Wet & Reckless 3:40pm – 4:10pm Dios 4:40pm – 5:15pm Seasons 5:45pm – 6:20pm The Monolators 6:50pm – 7:25pm Walking Sleep 7:55pm – 8:35pm Voxhaul Broadcast 9:05pm The Like SANTA MONICA STAGE 10:00am – 11:45am Rock School Nation 12:20pm – 12:50pm The Denouement 1:20pm – 1:50pm Eagle and Talon 2:20pm – 2:50pm Moses Campbell 3:20pm – 3:50pm Family of the Year 4:20pm – 4:55pm Lilofee 5:25pm – 6:05pm Division Day 6:35pm – 7:15pm Radar Brothers 7:45pm – 8:30pm Foreign Born 9:00pm TBA EL CID STAGE 10:00am – 11:45am Jubilee Comix 12:00pm – 12:45pm Zero Film Fest 1::15pm – 1:45pm Holiday, Beans & The Remainers 2:15pm – 2:45pm Paper Pilots 3:15pm – 3:45pm Social Studies 4:15pm – 4:45pm Bowery Beasts 7:00pm – 7:30pm Amanda Jo Williams 7:30pm – 8:30pm Mary Mack’s Comedy Showcase 9:00pm – 9:35pm Death Kit 10:00pm – 10:35pm So Many Wizards 11:00pm – 11:35pm Useless Keys 12:00am – 12:35am Tenlons Fort

I make fART N' Shit Toooooozle

So Weave! didn't play las nite-that's not surprising at all, I guess they are gunna play eventually but had to cancel, Maybe they just get cooler n cooler as these days go by, So do I so I can definitley relate(lol). My dad busted out w/ the Jar of herbs this morning and I just now decided to make sum ganja oil, santa cruz meets LA its defiinitley gotta good mixture of Bammer and yes shhhwagg haha. It's already in the pan on low and going! Not exactly bomb here but th' shits gotta get sumthing outta sumthin right? Right, Because When I smoked bammer outta A's "Monkey" it totally worked! same deal yeah yeah yeah. may sound nasty and fat but I wanna make home-made mozzarella sticks, what can I make w/ the oil? Pad thai w/ peanut sauce or whatever (omg!) that won't get me shoken up enough, cookies-cupcakes ER!?! saturday been home allll day, washing, working on a shoebox-canvas-collage, Cleaned summm, wanna seee what I can find at the $99? maybe...I want a Boyfriend!

"Hipster Death Two Thousand and Ten"

whenever im home, here at my dad's at night after 12 and the t/v is still on I always watch Family matters...Its one of the only things I can handle hearing/watching in the back ground..TGIF haha. I discovered some really cool, awesome, super fun new wave songs today on LastFM tag; Joesf K/ youtube. 1 is from a band called The teardrop explodes and the other The Monochrome set (whom I hav heard before) but not these songs-This stuuffff is super goood. I finished the mini tape collection. I made 9 I think but have already given away 2! Weave is playing tonite @ ponky Ray-gay yeah..here are sum other up and coming eventsss

Silverlake jubilee W/lotsa bands n deejaysss!\May 22 23

Myra Ave. between Fountain Ave. and Santa Monica Blvd.

Grass Widow & Brilliant Colors @ The Smell May 24

Peg Leg Love, The Crystelles @ poobah Records May 29th pasadena

Hatched Wound! w/ Erin from Finally Punk! TBA June 6th

and hopefullly moreeeeeeeeeee

Mannequin Zucchini

What is the name of that soup that the lady brought? and what is she, Salvadorian? ITT wasss yummmy at First, It had these rice/meatballs in it that were gooood @ first tooo Shyeeeah- there were these crossiants too. Beeeen getttin allll Shoken up from this shake th' past couple of days! I finished making some cases and cassettes, they are wraped in tissue w/ a little built in sleeve were the inserts go..they turned out super cute! though im already gettin kinda sick of the tape, maybe because I've recorded it so many timesss and chose to hear the songs while doing it I guess. Last Night I went to The smell, The Sound there is way to harsh and totally too much and unless you ask em' to not get mic.'d then they'll mic everything! even if you're already a loud band (Maybe because it's ran by dudes who just don't get it...aneway lastnite I went to seeee Nu Sensae! from Canada- They are totally awesome and are straight outta the underground 90's female fronted grunge scene w/ an obvious Queer Drummer( who didn't seem single but even if he was I wouldn't have had enough balls to talk to him) and I think Lead singer? I traded her a Tape for a Tee! Its so awesome because the night I finally get a few copies done I go to a show and use it for trade (YAY!) Thisss is what I dooo "Gotta dooo what you gotta doo right" (lol) + the songs are all hitzzzzzz (helllo!) oh yeah I gotta remember to go to west Hollywood...To try and convince one of the shops to let me have a Day time "Gay Show/party" for L.A.'s Gay Pride! Jun 11-13...

Can You Handle it?

Its Starting to Hit Me, Hard!

TWAMP COMP PART 16!

The Tape is Finally done, with all the songs atleast. This Comp is Called "Smog'd out" (a mix between being completley smoked out and being clean air deprived due to smog and the songs I listen to all while doing this/feeling this way haha) No serious though. Im going to go make copies now for the cover/inside info sheet (fun!) Not sure if I should go to a local boyle heights drug store w/ a copy machine or a corporate Fed-ex kinko's (which ever ones cheaper FUCK!)

Lasss nite weeee had had two booobs Pizza! Half of it had spinach and bell peppers, it was verrry goood! we hung out w/ a new friend, He's not as dark/or goth as I expected, he got us the Gooods, His Rock& Roll band plays some pretty coool songs!

"Something new everyday!"

3rd sunday of the month glendale city college mountain st flea market

1st sunday of the month Pasadena city college colorado st flea market

last weekend of the month Echo park sunset blvd flea market

melrose trading post every sunday melrose ave fairfax highschool

Sunday july 18th Grand opening of THe LA flea Market Dodger Stadium

Los angeles city college Swap Every weekend 4133 marathon st

BIRDA PARDISE

The etymology of the word dildo is unclear. The Oxford English Dictionary (OED) describes the word as being of "obscure origin".^[2] One theory is that it originally referred to the phallus-shaped peg used to lock an oar in position on a dory (small boat). It would be inserted into a hole on the side of the boat, and is very similar in shape to the modern toy. It is possible that the sex toy takes its name from this sailing tool, which also lends its name to the town of Dildo and the nearby Dildo Island in Newfoundland, Canada. Others suggest the word is a corruption of Italian diletto (for "delight").

weeee went to St Vincents and than outta the closet in glasell...making a buncha copies for the cassette will be funnn i think...Well I gotta figure out a cool design for the cover and i neeeeed Spray paint! (Gold) or neo pink or extra shiny silver or sumthing...theres a gooodwill around the corner from vincents w/ just a buncha bins like the one that J. would take us tooo sumtimes! finallly agood burrrito from a truck outside of good, none of that rice w corn shitt from michoacan..ohhhh goddd las nite we had the ANIMAL FRIES from In & oUT in hollywooooo, though sumthing about it felt sooo napa...a couple of days ago on saturday we went to the fashion district and got a buncha free peices from the trash can! + theres discount peices for $1-2 (YAY!) pisssssss

JALAPENO AND QUESO TAMALE!

This stuff seriously is off the train track, I usually always make this in a stir fry w/ chopped onions, shredded carrots, mushrooms, tofu, cilantro, seasoning and spinach like today! sumtimes i put tomatoes or bell peppers, even cucumber-what the cellulite? well its better than a buncha sloppy beans all over a tostada w/ crema and shitttt or is it? eye yai yai.The future of porn really is here w/ websites like X-tube who knows whats next? its like this crazy amateur video ordeal where people upload their personal videos all for freee holy orgasm! NEXT I finally finished the cassette I made for a really awesome grrrl friend who lives in New Orleans...I think im gunna make a couple of more copies to trade for merch at shows and what not! (goood idea right?) Some of the bands on the Tape are Las Kellies, The Take, SHE, The HissyFits, Cabaret Voltaire, Explode in colors, Fuzzbox, Lung Leg + MORE!

The Days go by slow when I take it Easy like a Cow,

only soon he/she is gunna get put outta their misery.

I don't get eaten (bark bark)...

Gay area acid electro! eat ME trouble!

YOU STUPID OX! EYE OF THEE OX!

their was a party around the corner las nite w 2 like chicano jam bands w no singer WTF? this coool garagey band w/ female vocals from around here...they didn't get to play because of course the other bands played like a shitty hour set each yeah yeah yeah yeah I drank a buncha beer and brought my t table sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo im still hungver...

This past week a gooood friend was visiting and stayed w/ me... soma the things we did

1.punky reggae party w an amzing set!

2.Nap/mini picnic @ Malibu

3.Mr. Ramen @ little tokyo

4.Cinco de mayo cookout w/ the rats

5.Dia de Mayo party

6.McDonalds dipped cone and MC CHICKEN!

7.Tribal Cafe open Mic

8.midnite bike ride to Tacos 24 hours on soto

9.Stoner slumber @ Amos's

10.Venice beach tanning in the overcast

11.LA brea tar pits

12.Echo Park Farmers Market

13.all high

Brown pride!

BRAINBABYBOOBJOB

JUJU JERKIN!

GOTTTTTA MAKE THESE SOOON!
THIS IS NOT YOUR BETTY PAGE GIRLFRIEND!
FWAT?

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I just wanna be in a nice big bed in a back yard in a cozzy comfortable comforter snuggling with the pooch and the mr...not sure what mr...maybe Daddy (LOL)...Im thinking of this crazy little short story that Kirsten was writing about Me, and her mom and My man-friend and smokey and its this total magical 'never ending story' setting and I really want her to finish it because its really awesome...Im realizing that I have to start driving by THIS SUMMER and go on a small tour/travel out to the other states and see what other places have/can offer me...I feel like I've been trapped in CA for wayyy toooo long DONG-it!"OoooDang" My music needs to be heard and I really wanna gooooo.

I know sum bands in enough places to get a good tour kickin so I know that I gotta do this! It is in my heart! I FEEEEEEL IT I FEEEL LOVE I FEEL LOVE I FEEL LOVE I FEEEL LOOVVVVVVVVE LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVE LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVE....because I have to, If I stayed in Los Angeles CA forever i would probably turn into a fucking avocado and like the ?New bloods song maybe I've already stood still for too long and im already turning greeeeen WHO knows? LOL

Loli and the Chones. PHONES will Continue though I am currently switching things up..No more thinking and dreaming and time to start moving!