cumday

its mondeee here in so cal, Im making a tape from mostly Youtube videos.
Phones! played Mime School this weekend w/ PegLEGLOVe, Bastidas and the BNOIRs.
I think Mime School (silver-echo gallery) whatever is an awesome place, the boys who live there rock! they moved here from Vancouver in Feb/March(Same time as me) yeah, there house/warehouse is a pretty awesome space, They Have a copy machine and made a little
mini poster for me! On saturday in the day Weee went to Bell Gardens to see Neonates @ a daytime outdoor event, It was awesome! (it seems like everytime I see them they get better and better) also we saw this really awesome 3 piece, 3 boys, called FIM, think Violent Femmes but totally more Garage-punk! The drums are just some shitty kick on balanced a foam egg crate thing, a snare and a crash/cymbal. They sounded like straight outta the mid eighties LA bomp era yeah! (hoping to seee them again sooon).
Im finding myself already preparing/becoming obsessed with/for halloweeeen (i think
this ones gunna be a big one) its gunna be like thee entire month of October for me!
I'm sumtimes even wearing black and orange w/ a halloweeen pin (lol)
seriously though. finding/collecting items for H-ween year round is prettty much one
of my total and favorite hobbies now! Call it Jack-Skellington-ish whateverrr.
Being in Cars is also starting to freak me out kinda, and everytime I am in one now I think of Crashes/crashing or just how much of a risk we really are taking every time we are in a vehicle and alll these crazies are in vehicles toooo and it feeels like a game, Like you have to be extremely careful, but not many people are really even thinking about it..They're just like "la-dee-da" down the road, and then suddenly BOOOOOM!ASFDSKNGADSKGNACRASHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTHIT SIRRRRRRENNNNNS!
(this is what freaks me out)
Im making some left over rice from last night (brown of course) w/ spinach, cabbage, and onions+ Avocado (Avocado is like my new ultimate favorite thing!)
Gunna continue making the tape...

Marnonda Montebello Harshmello

It's not that I hate Everything but sometimes I feel like I hate everyone. Hate is a very powerful word yes, so is love. Sometimes I want there to be love but there is none so this makes me angry and start to dis-like everything and wanna freak-out and borrow a gun and shoot something or sumone. Im glad that I can take my aggression out on sumthing like creating music, creating awesome fun happy angry music that really helps me relieve myself from a world of bullshit. W/ out my sound, w/ out the sound of others that I enjoy so much, I don't know what I would do, who I would be. I feel fortunate to have had an exposure to actual real rock & roll punk-rock, Soul, Disco, whatever at an early age. I sumtimes think that alll the dumb metal-hardcore-noise heads from suburban towns are into that music but that's the only thing that goes on in those areas so they have no exposure to any other kinda genre and they wanna feel like its punk but it isn't! It's funny how I totally got into girl bands & riot grrrl during highschool like thats how its supposed to be for a rebellious girl and/or queer boy. That is a sound that a lot of us first start truly adapting to, realizing that this is what we're supposed to hear and love, that this is punk! Those Days were awesome when I first started collecting records n I would come home and listen to a buncha new shit that I loved a lot! The first two 12 inchers I got was the B 52's yellow album and Sleater-Kinney's The Hot rock, then Mocket, Star pimp, Gravy train and a lot of kill rock stars junk + the Red aunts and alll that stuff. When I was just a young boy I never wanted to play a guitar or anything like that until about 15 or so when I realized how easy it looked because some of my girlfriends were already playing and I wanted to too! I remember this one time we were all @ J's BF's house/studio back house where there was a drum set and junk, I like totally wanted a band @ 17 so I was already jamming out w/ friends kinda. One day we arranged a way-out free style Punk-rock-girl jam practice w/ L. & J. on Vocals, C. on Drums & me on bass! I can remember that day in a blur and from what I recall, that stuff was seriously off th' hook! We were doing this way before this whole "riot grrrl revival" / girls doing shit thing. Finally punk came out before mika miko so we were kinda like them. There were no coool bands really at the time (02/03) except for what Gravy train was doing. There weren't many girl/queer musicians back during that time. Im glad that stuff is cooool now, and a lot of bands are finally getting it! but that has to happen we are in the end of days!!!

10 reasons why a person may need a car

1. so they don't get left at a funeral service w/ no ride to the burial

2.to travel out to meet a hot date

3.To see a really awesome band that they don't wanna miss!

4.They can decorate the out side w/ a really cool huge magnet

5.to drive to the mountains/woods and rock out w a radio & good batteries

6.so they can drive to the only normal market way in some other town

7.to pick up a friend and go smoke sumwhere outdoors

8.So they can hear Their awesome crazy music

9.In case of an emergency it's probably cheaper to drive to the hospital

10.to go on tour, to travel!

S. was right "Sometimes theres nothing wrong with dodge, but you

just gotta get out"